A good thing?
I like being numb and emotionless. It means:
- Not feeling guilty for not doing the things I should have done or for doing the things I should not have done.
- Not feeling crushed when the boss scolds me.
- Not feeling self-pitying when calamity hits and I am all alone.
- Not feeling like a failure when faced with finances in a shambles once again.
- Not feeling fake when I make myself be what someone needs (wants?) me to be.