Bummed out
Months ago, I told my housemate Adeline that the music I'm listening to -- or not listening to -- is frequently indicative of my current spiritual condition. When things are not going well in my walk with God, my CD player is silent, and I tune in to radio stations in my car instead of playing Christian music like I usually do.
At the time, she said I was very brave to give her that information. I didn't know what she meant.
So one night last week, Adeline casually said, "I haven't heard any music coming from your room for awhile..." Oops.
I've slipped back into some old patterns of behaviour and old habits. I'm bummed out and feel weighed down. I haven't been able to bring myself to talk to God much. I don't want to blog because I haven't got anything good or encouraging to say. I don't want to go to church.
And tomorrow I'm scheduled to meet with Lady Snoflek to do a Bible study on the third chapter of Ruth. I don't even know where I put my Bible study notes after our last meeting. *sigh*